Castraversary

I realize the other day the anniversary of my castration, my castraversary, had already passed and I hadn't even noticed.  It's been a fabulous four years.  My penis has actually shrunk down to the size of an infant, I have no physical sexual desire (there's still a little mental aspect).  I still have sex true but now, I'm the one on the receiving end and the only hard dicks involved are either in my mouth being sucked or sliding in and out of my ass.  Believe me, nothing will make you feel more like a sissy than being held in a man's arms while he fucks your ass and rubs the spot where your balls used to be. 

I have to say, it's been such a great ride, I wish I had been castrated years earlier when my wife first started fucking men.

Poll

Should a hotwife:

A. cuckold her husband on their wedding night?

B. cuckold her husband sometime during the honeymoon?

C. cuckold her husband on return from their honeymoon?

Teddy Bear

Her boyfriend won your wife a teddy bear at the fair.  It's "growing" more and more obvious the bear wasn't the only thing he won that night.

Date Night

Even this many months pregnant, your wife still maintain's the fiction she's "going out with the girls" when she goes out on a date night with her boyfriend.

Anniversary

Sweetheart, today is the monthly anniversary of Tom getting me pregnant so we're going upstairs to celebrate for a couple of hours.  Can you have a candlelight supper ready for us when we come down.  Oh and he doesn't have to work tomorrow so he's going to spend the night.  Would you move all the things you need for in the morning to the guest room so you don't have to disturb us?

Portrait

It's bad enough your wife's boyfriend fucked her and got her pregnant.
It's bad enough your wife's boyfriend is still fucking her.
It's bad enough your wife's boyfriend is still buying her sexy lingerie.
But the worst is he's a professional photographer and your wife hung
a huge portrait he did over the bed in your bedroom.

Got fucked again

Many times I've been in another room while a man was fucking my wife.  A few days ago, we had the same situation but totally different.  The man who made my ass feel so wonderful a few weeks ago was back over to visit again.  But this time, it was me he was fucking and my wife was in the other room listening although I did notice her standing in the doorway once watching him piston in and out of my ass.  Since she's been fucking him occasionally for 15 year, she's quite familiar with his cock.  As I said before, he is definitely a tit man and my nipples were sore for a week.  Plus he is really fascinated by me not having balls and having a shrunken toddler size one inch penis.  He spends quite a bit of time fondling between my legs where my balls used to be. 

My ass feels wonderful.

Sitting here at the computer, I can still feel the effects of yesterday's fucking.  A slight soreness in my ass and a major soreness in my nipples.  OMG he's definitely a tit man latching on to my nipples like a baby at feeding time.  And he seemed very fascinated with me being castrated, feeling between my legs where my balls used to be.  He spent a lot of time while he sucked my nipples exploring that area with his hand.

The right woman

You know you married the right woman when she wakes up from a dream in the middle of the night and says, "Oh shit!  I've got to get home to my husband."

Prospective tattoo

This is a tattoo I am thinking of having done.  The top part are the horns of a cuckold and the bottom two symbols are the Japanese Kanji for eunuch.  What a wonderful thing it would be to have a tattoo that tells people you are castrated and your wife spreads her legs for men who still have balls.

By Request From Christine

Christine commented on one of my posts she would like to hear more about my sex life post castration.  Since I was castrated, I have gotten maximum shrinkage until now I am proud to say my penis is the size of a six month old boy.  But even a six month old boy has balls so they would have more in their pants than I have in my panties.  Anyway, being that small and totally limp, I certainly haven't penetrated anything.  That doesn't mean I haven't been penetrated.  I have mentioned in the past that one of my wife's boyfriends is bi but I don't know if I've posted this before.  Rick had me on the bed on my hands and knees while he was kneeling behind me lubing his cock and my ass.  Let me put here that Rick is one of those who has large balls that hang really low.  He held me by the hips and started slowly sliding into my ass, almost teasingly slow because he knows I like that, until he was fully sheathed in my ass.  Rick also knows I love humiliation so after a few slow strokes he slammed his cock into me several times hard enough that his balls slapped between my legs.  After a few hard strokes he stopped and whispered in my ear about feeling a man's balls slapping me was the only way I would ever feel balls between my sissy faggot legs.  That was so unexpected, so humiliating, so enjoyable it literally made me dizzy.  Now, it's something that goes through my mind anytime a man is fucking me.  He has balls, he's a man, I don't have balls, I've never been a man but now I'm not even male.  It makes the humiliation of a man using me and cumming in my sissy ass even more wonderful.

Cuckold Humiliation

When you are a cuckold, one thing you can expect is humiliation.  After all, your wife is spreading her legs for a man (on in my hundreds of men) to fuck her.  I was just thinking about a particular humiliating episode and thought I would post a short blog on it.
My wife and I were visiting relatives in another city but were staying at a nearby motel.  It just so happened one of my wife's lovers was in the same town staying in a much fancier hotel a few miles away.  He called us and wanted to meet at a kind of quirky, adults only hamburger joint/bar.  When we walked in, he was already there in a booth and he stood up to usher my wife into the booth...on his side.  They flirted all through dinner and I know at least once he had a hand on my wife's pussy just by the way she was acting.  Also, the waitress who saw us come in together kept giving me a funny look whenever she came to the table.  As we stood up to leave, he put his arm around around her and said, "I'll bring your wife back in the morning."  Now the place was pretty noisy but the people at the closest booths and tables could hear him clearly and there were quite a few snickers and outright laughs.  As I was following them out, the last thing I heard was our waitress telling the bartender and another waitress, "The big guy is taking that other guy's wife with him to fuck her tonight and he didn't say a word."  Talk about humiliating.

Castraversary

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Doctor Appointment When You're Castrated

I had an appointment with a new doctor today and it was interesting to say the least.  Part of the exam required me to drop my jeans and panties so he could examine my groin area.  I think he took more time than needed to examine the area and he seemed to concentrate on my scrotum area and my lack of balls.  I noticed when he finished and told me to pull my pants up, he had what appeared to be a hard on and to be honest, the humiliation of him handling my empty sack had me mentally turned on so I kept glancing at his erection.  I know he had to remain professional but he was kind of cute and he could have bent me over the counter and fucked me.  Or he could have run that motorized chair back flat and stuck his cock in my mouth for me to suck.  It will have to remain a fantasy obviously but, since I have a followup next week, a sissy can still hope.

Reflections On Being A Eunuch

With my wife in Florida getting all the sex she can handle and being by myself, other than Saturday night/Sunday morning, I've had a lot of time to think.  One big conclusion is I LOVE being castrated! I have realized that so much of what males think and do is based on balls.  On testosterone really but that comes from balls.  By not having balls, I realize how much of my life was controlled by them.  I love the "eunuch calm" as it called being castrated has brought to my life and I wish I had been castrated long before now!

A second conclusion is, thinking back on the years of being married, I really don't like sex with women.  Oh I've done it and the orgasm is nice but I don't like what it takes to get to the orgasm.  I would much rather have masturbated.  If I'm absolutely honest, the only time I have REALLY enjoyed sex with my wife was after she had been with a man and I was fucking her through his cum.  Don't get me wrong.  I love my wife deeply but it's platonic love only, not erotic and platonic like most marriages.  What brought all of this to mind was what I described on Sunday morning.  There I was with a woman I had actually fucked years ago rubbing her hot wet pussy all over my shrunken little penis and it didn't respond at all.  And in thinking about it I am glad I didn't have any response so I didn't have to fuck her.  Another benefit of castration.

The third conclusion also comes from Sunday morning.  I slept with them Saturday night in between her and him.  Sunday morning I woke up with him snuggled up behind me.  And I liked it.  I'm quite small at barely 5'6" and being held by a man over 6' was lovely.  Sure, it's not the first time I have awakened with a man's arms around me but it is the first time I have had this much time to think afterward.  Saturday night was all about fucking but Sunday morning as I sucked him and then mounted him cowgirl, I was making love to him, to his cock.  Because I've known them for years, I was feeling some affection for him.  This led to the third conclusion.  I could quite easily fall in love with a man; I could easily marry a man I loved and be his castrated sex toy. That was a startling conclusion!

But not to worry, I'm not going to be leaving home or anything.  But I am going to be more proactive looking for men.  In the past, I've mostly depended on my wife selecting bi men as one or two of her steady boyfriends so that I could occasionally get my ass tapped.  I'm going to find someone who wants a castrated sissy bottom to use.

Last Night

My wife is in Florida being fucked silly by one of her boyfriends.  Well last night, I had sex with a man and a woman!  Well okay, he fucked me in the ass while I licked her pussy and she made fun of both of us.  Calling her husband pathetic excuse for a man and only good for fucking faggot asses while calling me a castrated baby dicked little pussy who is good for only being used as a cunt.  It was so much fun. 

Now first of all, I've known this couple for years and we met when they answered my wife's ad.  They are both very sweet, bisexual and quite adventurous.  In fact, she was the last woman other than my wife, I ever fucked and we have a long sexual history.  She and my wife did a 69 right next to her husband and me doing a 69, I've fucked her, she's given me a blowjob, her husband has fucked my wife, my wife has given him a blowjob, I've fucked the husband, he's given me a blowjob, he has fucked me and I've given him a blowjob.  She has been absolutely fascinated by me being castrated, loving to feel between my legs where my balls used to be.  She even woke me up once during the night feeling me.  This morning she told us to "entertain ourselves" while she went and made breakfast although she did stay and watch while I fluffed her husband but went out when I mounted him cowgirl.  We were relaxing with my head on his shoulder and his arm around me when she came in to tell us breakfast was ready.  I did clean up so as not to mess up their kitchen chairs.  The funniest moment of the entire time I was there happened when I went in the bedroom to dress.  She came in doing a sexy walk, shoved me back on the bed, jumped on me,  Then started rubbing her pussy all over my little dick and passionately kissing me.  After about a minute with no reaction from my little dick, she looked me in the eyes and said. "Wow, you really don't have any sexual feelings do you?"  I told her I enjoyed the kisses and the touching and her pussy felt pleasurable but not sexually.  She told me she was amazed at the difference between before I was castrated and now.  That before I could get excited but wouldn't fuck because I didn't want to break my streak of not fucking a woman ( now at almost 9 years) and now I have no interest and can't fuck a woman.  I'm now her best "girlfriend" and next time she wants to go for a girls night out, I'm her winggirl to keep men from bothering her.

From Good Girl To Hotwife

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A Sex Vacation

One thing I have found being castrated for well over a year now is I am becoming a bit submissive.  Oh, I’m not talking about the put a dog collar on me and lead me around on a leash submissive.  Just less resistant to things.  For instance, my wife told me the other day she was going to Florida with one of her boyfriends for a few days of fun and nights of hot fucking.  Now while I love being a cuckold and the thought of my wife sleeping with another man has always been wonderfully humiliating, I would normally have wanted to go along on a trip like that.  But in this instance, I just said “Have fun.”  Another example involves this same boyfriend.  He had just finished fucking my wife and they were still snuggled in bed when he looked at me (he likes me to watch) and said, “Go get us a couple of glasses of wine.”  While it wasn’t said in a nasty manner, it also wasn’t a request, just a flat statement.  In the past, I would have brought the wine but I also would have given it back to him with something like, “Just who was your fucking maid last week?” 

But this also made me think.  This particular boyfriend works from home about 95% of the time.  His house has what’s called a Mother-In-Law apartment off the back deck.  It’s basically what’s now being called a tiny house and was where his mother-in-law lived prior to his divorce.  What I was thinking is, my wife and I have plenty of time off so what would it be like if we lived with him for say a month.  Well, actually it would be the two of them living together as husband and wife while I live in the apartment.  As their maid.  The only thing I would be allowed to wear seven days a week would be maid’s uniforms and I would do all the cooking, laundry, and cleaning.  Maybe just a plain uniform with flats for the daytime and a nice frilly French maid uniform with heels for the nights and weekends.   The only drawback I can see to this is she might not want to ever leave after 30 days and nights of being long dicked by him.  Of course, since the boyfriend is bi and likes to occasionally fuck me, after 30 days I might not want to leave either.

The Long "Arm" Of The Law

We live on the outskirts of a very large city and there is an attorney in the city who is quite successful, rich, handsome, single and has beautiful silver hair that he pulls back in a short ponytail.  All in all, the kind of man who makes who makes women drool.  He also has a very large cock and is fantastic in bed.  How do I know that?  Easy, my wife told me because he was one of her boyfriends for a while.  I've watched him sink his beautiful cock into my wife and heard her scream through a lot of orgasms while being fucked by him.  My wife says, out of the over 350 men she's fucked, if he isn't the best she's ever had, he's in the top five.  What's really funny is they met at a gang bang.  Hers!  He was one of the men attending and according to her, the other 8 men combined didn't come close to satisfying her as well as he did.  When the gang bang was over, my wife actually gave him her phone number and he obviously did call.  They saw each other for close to a year and I know my wife still thinks about him.  After all, he's well known here and is on the news frequently.  I swear the other night, when the news showed him in a courtroom, my wife had an orgasm just sitting in her chair.

Oh, I said he had a beautiful cock and he did.  It was about 8.5 inches and wonderfully proportioned, not too thick, not too thin.  I really wanted to fluff it.  Hell, I wanted to suck it until he shot a load down my throat, I wanted him to fuck me and cum in my ass.  But that wasn't something he was interested in, just my wife's pussy (and her blowjobs).  The closest I got was to clean his cum out of my wife.

Things That Turn Men On

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