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This is based on an approximate date of August 15, 2008 at 8PM as the last time I fucked my wife.

Saturday, December 22, 2012

Ever Been Scared Of The Person Fucking You?

One of the things my wife always does is have a neutral site meeting with any man she is considering fucking.  It's really something I insisted on since I was out of town a lot when she was meeting them and she agreed.  That way if she gets a bad vibe or they just don't hit it off, she or they can just leave.  If they do hit it off then they can adjourn to his place or a motel (never at our house).  This has always worked well except for one time when a guy was a little rough with her.  He had been drinking but she didn't realize it until after they were in the room and he was fucking her.  He insisted on trying to fist her but his hands were too large and it was painful.  However one bad one out of  the well over 200 men she's fucked is only 0.5 per cent.

On the other hand, most of the men that I met were ones that I had talked to online long enough to get some sense about them or had been recommended by other sissies I know and in a couple of cases men recommended by a Master that I knew (no I wasn't one of his subs but it's an interesting story).  One time though I was quite frightened by one man.  We had only been in contact for a short time and he was really anxious to get together so I agreed to meet him, thinking it would be at his house.  Instead, he wanted to meet at a motel and I should have said no but I didn't.  After a little online discussion about what he wanted me to wear, I got a motel room near the airport in my city and called him with the room number.  I was wearing over the knee boots, Silk Reflection thigh-his, and a black all-in-one that unhooked at the crotch.  Over that I was wearing a black lace body suit that also unsnapped at the crotch, a leather skirt and leather vest.  All black from head to toe with a very bright blonde wig.  When he got there and I let him in, I got a little vibe that made me uncomfortable plus I could tell he was VERY nervous.  He was also a big guy, around six foot two which made him eight inches taller than me and big through the chest and arms.  In other words, someone who could break a five foot six faggot like me in half.  Even though he seemed nervous, he was also aggressive and wanted to basically get right to it.  I wanted to delay a little to see if he would calm down some but that didn't work and quite soon my skirt was on the floor and I was unsnapped, kneeling on the bed with my ass in the air.  I tried to get him to use a lubed condom but he wouldn't saying he hadn't fucked anybody since his wife left him and he was clean.  He did, at least, lube his cock and smear a little on me before he just slammed his dick up my ass.  Now any sissy knows that when someone shoves a dick in your ass before you're ready, it hurts and this did even though he was about normal size or a tiny bit bigger, six and a half inches at most.  But he didn't even give me time to get used to it before he began fucking me.  (Guys when you fuck us sissies, give us a little time to get used to your dick before you start sawing in and out.)  After a minute or so the pain was pretty much gone and I was starting to enjoy it plus the humiliation of being used as pussy.  That's when I started getting really worried because he started calling me names in a kind of nasty tone and slamming his dick into me. He called me things like a "fucking pervert, little homo, damn queer, faggot" and such while adding that little bitches like me didn't deserve to have balls.  That we were only good for sucking dicks and being ass fucked.  Like I say, it wasn't what he was saying but the way he was saying it and most of it I've said about myself.  Heck, I agree that sissies shouldn't have balls or at least I shouldn't.  Anyway, I could tell he was getting close to cumming and I was a little worried about the aftermath but what can you do when a male twice your size it holding you by the hips from behind while shoving his dick up your ass.  I knew it was time when he slammed forward and pulled back on my hips at the same time and then I could feel it, that hot molten male lava pumping into me.  I will say one thing for him, he pumped out a LOT of cum.  And that's when it got really strange.  As aggressive as he was before and while he fucked me, he was almost as meek as a kitten afterwards.  He had told me online he never fucked a sissy before and after he filled my ass, I believed him because he seemed really embarrassed.  It was as if he couldn't get dressed fast enough to get out of there and away from me.  So sissies, be careful who you meet and how/where you meet them.  I was lucky that nothing happened other than a slightly sore ass but it could have ended a lot different. 

Oh yeah, he was supposed to pay me back for the motel but he left so fast the bastard stuck me for the cost of the room.

Saturday, December 15, 2012

I Gave 23 Blowjobs Yesterday

OK, not really but now that I have your attention. What I found was a game online called Super Deep Throat. Basically what it amounts to is you are controlling an avatar that is sucking a massive cock and your goal is to make him cum which I did 23 times yesterday. An added bonus is that you can design your avatar in a number of way from large breasted to flat chested. You can pick the colors of makeup, put yourself in bondage while you suck his dick (and pick the color of the bondage equipment). Of course the main object of the game is to make him cum and you'll know it when it does. Let him cum in your mouth and hold it for a few seconds and you'll swallow, pull your head back and he spunks your face, let him cum in your mouth then pull back and cum will run out over your lips and down on your tits although I keep mine flat chested and short hair to look more like a sissy faggot. Oh did I mention my avatar has a pierced tongue with a ring in it and made him cum 23 times yesterday. So cum on all you sissies, use the link below and start sucking some cock!


Wednesday, December 12, 2012

Please Follow Me On Tumblr

I created a tumblr account and would love to have more followers there.  If you have a tumblr account please follow me at  I have a large number of cartoons and sissy faggot pictures I'll be posting.

Friday, December 7, 2012

Do You Remember Your First Orgasm - Part 2

In my post about my first orgasm, I mentioned that my mom had started wearing a little more makeup than she normally did and at the end of the post, I said I thought she was fucking the guy next door.  I wanted to clear that up so that no one is thinking that I am being critical of her.  I hope she was fucking him as often as she could possibly wrap her legs around him.  You see, my father was a complete asshole, a drunk, a cheater and on a few occasions an abuser and my mother deserved better but she stayed with him, I'm sure, just for us kids.  So I hope she was getting fucked a lot and I hope it was our next door neighbor.  In a way, it would have made she and I closer.  I wore her clothes quite a lot and that made me feel close to her but remember in my post about my first cock I wrote about regularly sucking my neighbor's cock.  It would be nice if she had the father and I had the son.  I kind of like to think that maybe just once, we were giving them blowjobs at the same time.  That maybe we went to bed one night and both of us had their cum in us.  Plus I hope she was getting it close to home and that she was giving my father sloppy seconds and maybe, if he ever ate her pussy, a cream pie.  I'm a sissy, a faggot, a cuckold.  I have no problem sucking a dick and swallowing cum so eating a cream pie after some real man had cum in my wife's pussy is no big deal.  I also love sloppy seconds or thirds or tenths.   When she still let me fuck her, I adored being the last after she had been gangbanged.  Just sliding my little cock into her when she was loose and had a river of cum running out of her would have me close to cumming.  BUT my father was different.  The thought of any of that would have made him feel less of a man and the thought of a cream pie would probably have made him sick at his stomach for a week.  So whoever was fucking her, I hope she gave my father what he deserved.   Freshly used pussy!

Thursday, December 6, 2012


I was reading a story the other day about a husband who was very jealous of his wife and it got me to thinking.  Have I ever been jealous about my wife?  As I thought back over all the times I knew she was in bed with her legs wrapped around a real man capable of pleasing her, I remembered a few times when she first started fucking men when I was jealous.

One time that stood out in my mind was the night she drove almost one hundred miles to spend the weekend with Roy, he of the long lasting 8" dick.  This is opposed to me, the short dick with the 1-3 minute fuse.  Anyway, not long after they began fucking on a regular basis, Roy wanted her to come spend the weekend with him out of town.  This was when I was working almost 400 miles away and, as it happened, also working midnight shift.  So when I was eating dinner on Friday evening, I knew she would be just about getting to where she was meeting Roy.  When I was watching a little television before getting ready to head for work, she was either sucking Roy's dick or fucking him.  When I was taking a shower before heading for work, she and Roy were in the shower also.  When I got to work, she was in bed with him, his arm around her, her hand holding his dick.  All night at work, all I could think about was the two of them sleeping together and her with Roy's cum in her stomach or her pussy, maybe both.  Saturday morning when I was going to sleep, I was pretty sure they would be just waking up to a nice slow morning fuck.  Was I jealous?  Yes, no doubt about it but I was turned on too.  The entire night I couldn't decide if I wanted to throw up from jealousy or masturbate from being excited that she was fucking someone else.  Since I had watched Roy fuck her, the image was quite vivid in my head.  I knew exactly what her face looked like every time she would orgasm from his big dick.  I knew what it looked like when he would pour a river of cum in her pussy.  And most of all, I knew how he talked to her about how tight her pussy was (pretty much telling her she needed something to fill her like him, not a small dicked little wimp like me.

Another time I remember she was going to drive up to where I was working and stay with me since I couldn't get home that weekend.  On Thursday before she left, she was chatting by e-mail with one of her out of town lovers and found out he was on a business trip and would be staying about 30 miles from where I was both Friday and Saturday nights.  Driving up to see me she would be driving right past his hotel.  Of course she decided, since they hadn't seen each other in a couple of months, she would spend Friday night with him. By this time she had spent the night in so many beds I was kind of used to it and I didn't object too much since I would be working (again midnight shift) Friday night. Plus she wouldn't get there until after I went to work anyway.  Little did I know.  After their morning wake up, they decided to go to breakfast with her following him and then she would leave to travel the rest of the way to meet me.  Well, on the way to breakfast, someone cut in front of him and slammed on brakes causing him to hit the other car and really mess up his rental car.  He wasn't hurt but he didn't have transportation.  Well my wife decided he needed someone to make sure he was ok and then get him to the airport Sunday morning for his flight.  So what it amounted to was that, after dropping him off at the airport, my wife got to where I was staying Sunday  just about in time to start back home.  I said something to her about spending the night (Saturday night) in a hotel room with a man and no sex.  She just laughed and said just because he was a little sore from the wreck didn't mean no sex.  That he didn't have to do anything if she gave him a blowjob or rode him cowgirl.  That did make me jealous since we still had sex occasionally back then and he lover got to fuck her both nights while I got rosy palm that weekend.

I think the thing that made me most jealous though also involved Roy.  Since we were first married, she had never been one to swallow on the rare time I got a blowjob.  And even my small cock would make her gag.  Well, after fucking and sucking Roy for a couple of months, she got over that gag reflex pretty quick.  One night when she was late getting home (she had stopped at Roy's for an hour or so), she decided I needed a little mercy sex.  She was quite well fucked by Roy so what I got a blowjob.  Now don't get me wrong.  Most blowjobs are good but men rave over the way she sucks cock.  That night however, as I warned her I was getting ready to cum which was her cue to grab a washcloth or her panties or my panties for me to cum in, she just increased her efforts and swallowed what little cum I produce.  When I finally came back down from that blowjob, I asked her what brought that on.  My wife came back with, "I've been swallowing Roy's cum so I might as well swallow yours too."  Talk about stinging!

But what's funny about the entire thing is that when she first started fucking men, I was a a little jealous until I got used to being a cuckold.  Now I really like the fact that I'm a cuckold and proud of the fact that over 200 men have fucked my wife.  You know what though?  I'm still jealous but now I'm jealous of the fact that she's got a man fucking her and I don't.  I'm jealous that she's sucking a cock and I'm not.  Isn't that a kick in the panties!