Monday, August 18, 2014
I let the day sneak up on me but as near as I can figure, the last time I engaged in genital sex with my wife (or any woman) was six years ago last Friday. I'm pretty sure of the date because of an injury right after that which required surgery (outpatient) but extensive and painful physical rehab. Now since that time I received oral sex from my wife a total of six times by my count. Of course as I've mentioned before, it's impossible now due to impotence and no, Viagra didn't work. So based on the amount of time she's been gone tonight it's probably only been a few minutes (six maybe?) since my wife has had sex and six years for me. I so love being an impotent cuckold.
I wrote yesterday that she was with one of her boyfriends, had been with him since early Saturday morning and finally got home yesterday around 3PM. I think I mentioned also he is on vacation this week and wanted her to spend the entire week with him but she declined. In lieu of the entire weekend, she did promise to spend at much time as she could with him so we had an early supper after which she left and I cleaned up the kitchen. I know she's planning on Thursday evening with him and maybe some this weekend so she should be WELL taken care of in the sex department this week.
Sunday, August 17, 2014
She called last night at 6:00 right when I expected it. She told me they were going out to dinner at a very nice restaurant on the other side of town. She and I have eaten there and it is a nice atmosphere, good service, good food and best of all, some of the booths are almost private. Not enough for any real intimate behavior but enough that lovers can kiss without putting on a PDA. She told me they would be going back to his place where she would be spending the night and would probably be home in the early afternoon today. I did find out it's one of her boyfriends and he's on vacation. He wanted her to spend the entire week with him starting yesterday but she has some meetings and a doctors appointment this week.
Saturday, August 16, 2014
It’s 1:08 Saturday afternoon and my wife has been gone since 7:30 this morning. I know she has a date today but she didn’t say whether it was someone new or one of her established boyfriends. I do know she had a bag with her so I’m wondering if it’s a weekender. I’ll get a call or, more likely, a text later to let me know. Looks like it will be lunch, maybe dinner and breakfast tomorrow for one at the Sissy Cuckold household. There was a time when I would be rock hard knowing she was with a man who would be fucking her. Now I’m just limp in my panties like I always am 24/7/365. Impotence is a wonderful thing for someone like me.