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This is based on an approximate date of August 15, 2008 at 8PM as the last time I fucked my wife.

Friday, March 10, 2017

The Long "Arm" Of The Law

We live on the outskirts of a very large city and there is an attorney in the city who is quite successful, rich, handsome, single and has beautiful silver hair that he pulls back in a short ponytail.  All in all, the kind of man who makes who makes women drool.  He also has a very large cock and is fantastic in bed.  How do I know that?  Easy, my wife told me because he was one of her boyfriends for a while.  I've watched him sink his beautiful cock into my wife and heard her scream through a lot of orgasms while being fucked by him.  My wife says, out of the over 350 men she's fucked, if he isn't the best she's ever had, he's in the top five.  What's really funny is they met at a gang bang.  Hers!  He was one of the men attending and according to her, the other 8 men combined didn't come close to satisfying her as well as he did.  When the gang bang was over, my wife actually gave him her phone number and he obviously did call.  They saw each other for close to a year and I know my wife still thinks about him.  After all, he's well known here and is on the news frequently.  I swear the other night, when the news showed him in a courtroom, my wife had an orgasm just sitting in her chair. 

Oh, I said he had a beautiful cock and he did.  It was about 8.5 inches and wonderfully proportioned, not too thick, not too thin.  I really wanted to fluff it.  Hell, I wanted to suck it until he shot a load down my throat, I wanted him to fuck me and cum in my ass.  But that wasn't something hew as interested in, just my wife's pussy (and her blowjobs).  The closest I got was to clean his cum out of my wife.

Tuesday, January 17, 2017

Things That Turn Men On

Over the years I have found there are three types of dress that turn men on more than others.  Oh sure there are some variations but in general, these three are the ones men seem to get men hotter than anything else.

First is lingerie and especially black lingerie.  I don't know what it is about black lingerie and especially with stockings but men love women and sissies dressed in that.  Both my wife and I have found that a corset, stockings and heels will almost always guarantee a thorough fucking.  I kind of think it's a "sluts wear this type of thing" that turns the men on.  Oh, my wife and I both recommend Hanes Silk Reflections stockings.  They feel wonderful (wearing and to him when you wrap your legs around his waist.  After all "gentlemen prefer Hanes."

Second is leather.  I used to have a leather vest and leather miniskirt that I wore with a pair of over the knee leather, high heel boots.  I found that men seem to like you to keep the leather on when they fuck you.  I don't know if it's the leather skirt or the boots that turn them on the most but it certainly does the trick.  Think about it this way.  If you wear a denim miniskirt and denim vest with say, a white silk blouse compared to wearing an identical leather miniskirt and vest with the same white silk blouse.  Most men will be more attracted to the leather than the denim.   A friend of mine says it's very simple why men love them it smells like the interior of a new truck!  LOL

Last and probably the one that turns men on the most is a woman or a sissy dressed as a school girl.  There is little doubt that fucking a school girl is one of men's greatest fantasies.  I'm sure it's a Lolita thing.  Seriously if I were a sissy in her teens or twenties, I would definitely adopt the Japanese Kogal style of dress like pictured above.  Kogal, the way I understand it, is based on the school uniform but with very short mini or micro-mini skirts and loose socks.  They may also add Kawaii (cute) touches like the teddy bear on the backpack in the first photo.  Apparently with the short skirts, people seeing your panties isn't that big a deal.  Another touch of Kogal is dying the hair brown or in a few cases, blond.  So let's get back to men.  Can you imagine meeting a man at the door dressed like the girls above?  I would imagine you would be on your knees in a hurry giving a blowjob or bent over being fucked rather quickly.

There is one Japanese fashion trend though that should really appeal to sissies.  It's called Fairy Kei and of course a cocksucking sissy faggot would love anything Fairy!  I mean look at these two photos.  Doesn't that just scream sissy?  The Fairy Kei fashion obviously is based on doll like clothes along with pink or blue or very light blond hair along with very light makeup to make the face more porcelain or doll-like.  Some even use a type of contact lens to make the eyes look bigger.  Actually I think these outfits would be wonderful for sissy cuckolds more than for meeting and fucking men.  Can you imagine serving drinks to your wife and her lover wearing either of these dresses and accessories.  Again Kawaii (cute) comes into play with the teddy bears and pikachus.  I don't know how turned on men would be by this one but wouldn't it be lovely to spend a week of vacation wearing similar outfits. 

To see more Kogal or Fairy Kei, switch your search over to Bing and use either of those as search terms. Then view the suggested images.

Saturday, January 7, 2017

Panties Crusted With Cum

I saw this picture on Tumblr of a woman holding a pair of panties and I have a pair quite similar to them.  In fact, I was wearing them the night I lost my anal cherry when Al fucked my ass and shot a huge load of cum in me confirming me as a sissy faggot.  I put them back on that night and, when I woke up in the morning, cum had leaked out of me crusting in the panties.  I sealed those panties in a baggie and years later, Al's cum is still crusted in the crotch.  I occasionally look at them and think of that night, the feeling of Al's cock in my ass the first time, him thrusting into me, and finally the feeling of his hot cum boiling into my ass.  I've had a lot of cocks in my ass since, but girls always say you never forget your first and they are right.  Al was my first lover, the man who confirmed me as a queer sissy faggot and I'll never forget him.

Monday, January 2, 2017

Penile Implant

One of my wife's former lovers had a penile implant so he could get an erection.  It works by simply pumping liquid into tubes that are inserted into the area of the penis that normally fills with blood.  The reservoir is hidden in the body and the pump is in the scrotum shown in the illustration above.  By gently squeezing and releasing the pump, liquid is pumped into the tubes in the penis causing an erection.  When finished with the erection you simply squeeze and hold the pump letting the fluid drain out allowing the penis to become flaccid.

My wife said she absolutely loved kneeling, sucking his cock and pumping it up to an erection at the same time.  She also said a few times she sucked him while she pumped him up, held the pump to deflate, pump, deflate over and over.  She said the best part was when he would cum, it stayed hard.  She could blow him until he would cum and then he could immediately start fucking her.  Or he could fuck her, cum in her and keep fucking.  According to her, that was the best part.  They could just keep fucking and fucking and fucking until they both were exhausted before they allowed his cock to deflate.

I'm sure someone has thought, am I thinking about an implant like that so I can get an erection?  NO!!!!!  Why on earth would a castrated sissy cuckold like me want an erection?

Saturday, December 31, 2016

The Wonderful Aspects of Castration

OK, the other day I wrote that the horrible thing about castration is you can only experience the thrill of it once in a lifetime.  But, for a sissy like me, there are some wonderful aspects to castration also.

One of the first things you begin to experience as testosterone levels drop is a lack of interest in sex.  While it varies from person to person, my interest dropped rapidly.  It's really hard to explain to anyone who is not castrated but I'll try.  Before I was castrated, I was pretty much already impotent but even when you're impotent you still have a libido, still have desires even though as a sissy you try to resist them.  After castration, and again it varies by person, you have no libido, no desire for sex.  Oh sure I remember having sex with my wife and if I was able to get a hard on I could physically have sex.  I just don't understand why anyone would want to go through that much effort for an orgasm.  I just don't comprehend it.  The closest I can come to explaining it is this.  Look at this formula involved with covariant derivative which is something to do with the theory of relativity.  Unless you're a theoretical physicist it probably makes absolutely no sense to you.
 \nabla _{{{\vec  A}}}{\vec  B}(X)=\lim _{{\epsilon \rightarrow 0}}{\frac  {1}{\epsilon }}\left[\Pi _{{(\epsilon ,0,\gamma )}}{\vec  B}(\gamma [\epsilon ])-{\vec  B}(X)\right]
That's how I see sex.  It makes as much sense to me as that formula does to you.  And no, I don't understand the formula either, I just copied it from Wikipedia.

The second wonderful aspect is shrinkage.  As a sissy, one thing you really don't want is a large cock getting hard.  Many sissies in fact are in chastity to prevent erections and it's a known fact that without erections, the penis starts shrinking.  What happens, as I understand it, is the chambers that fill with blood in the penis start to become less flexible and don't expand as much so the penis doesn't get as large as before.  Then, again my understanding, is the valve that closes and keeps blood in the penis eventually gets to the point where it doesn't close and erections become very difficult to achieve which means more shrinkage.  Much of the penis elasticity is controlled by the 4 or so erections males have a night lasting about 45 minutes and many times the reason for "morning wood."  In chastity, those erections can't happen.  It really is the old "use it or lose it" adage.   But with castration, that shrinkage is amplified and more rapid.  Most long term eunuchs will tell you without erections, the penis will shrink back to prepubertal size which varies from small at 2.4cm to large at 5cm (0.94 to 2 inches).  If you put that in a Bell curve, it means 2 percent of 9 year old boys will be under an inch and 2 percent will be right at 2 inches with the majority between 1.4 and 1.5 inches.  Because I have always been on the small side, I hope to shrink back to at least one inch or under which seems entirely possible since I'm under 1.5 inches now.  Under one inch would be marvelous.  Imagine driving by a grade school and knowing all the boys have balls which you don't and that 98 percent of the boys in grades 1-4 have a bigger dick than you.  Wonderfully humiliating!!

This actually happened one night.

Hi John.  Sure baby, let me get my coat on and I'll be right there.  
No lover, I wasn't busy.  Just talking to my husband.
John called one evening and my wife literally got up out of bed during foreplay, slipped on a dress, went over to his house and spent a little over an hour fucking him.  Such is the life of a cuckold.  I did get the benefit of sloppy seconds since John was one of the men who got to fuck her bareback.

Now this would be really cuckolding

I read something the other day that I thought would be close to the ultimate in cuckolding.  The premise was the wife was trying to get pregnant but was NOT having sex with her husband.  Instead she was having sex with a man/men other than her husband but they were all required to wear condoms.  Now how would she get pregnant if every time she was fucked, he was wearing a condom.  Simple, as soon as her lover would cum, her husband would carefully remove the condom from her lover, insert the open end into his wife and gently push the condom into her inverting it to push her lovers semen as deeply as possible.  Wouldn't it be absolutely delicious to know you got your wife pregnant but you got her pregnant with another man's semen?  Imagine the humiliation as you watch her pregnancy advance knowing you are only "sort of" the father.

What do you think. Can you come up with other ultimate cuckolding scenarios?