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This is based on an approximate date of August 15, 2008 at 8PM as the last time I fucked my wife.

Friday, October 31, 2014

I Reacted Badly - An Apology

I was going to title this I Overreacted but I don't think I did.  What I did was react badly to a blog post by someone else put here on Blogger sometime back.  My reaction was caused by a combination of things (including one too many Grey Goose screwdrivers).  I've waited a while to write this because I was embarrassed by my reaction so this is my explanation and my apology.

To start with, there is a person with a blog here who is a submissive sissy, mostly work from home housewife to her dominant working wife.  The wife, in agreement with her sissy, has a boyfriend and they have a scheduled weekly get together at the wife/sissy's home while the sissy is there.  Now let me say here, I understand the submissive lifestyle because I have some submissive tendencies although they are not a part of my daily life. I've been the housewife while I was on vacation/other times meeting her at the door with a glass of wine and cooking elaborate meals.  I also understand the cuckold lifestyle...I mean I really understand the cuckold lifestyle since my wife estimates she has been with over 300 men since we've been married!  So I do understand the wife bringing the boyfriend home so the sissy knows for sure what's going on.  The way they had worked it up until the post I read was the sissy would sit in a room at one end of the house where she could hear the wife and boyfriend come in at a certain time.  The happy couple would then adjourn to a bedroom at the other end of of the house and out of earshot of the sissy for some quality sex.  Thus the entire time wife and boyfriend are having sex in the bedroom, sissy is sitting at the far end of the house unable to hear what's going on.  In the grand scheme of Domme/sub and/or cuckolding relationships it's really pretty bland.

Now to the specific event and my reaction.  According to the sissy she was sitting in the room where she's supposed to be while waiting for the wife and boyfriend to arrive.  As time went on, she began to get a little concerned when it was 30 minutes past the time they were due.  She actually waited another hour though before calling her wife at which time, she got one of those automated smart phone "I'm busy blah blah blah" replies.  Finally, after three hours the wife called home and was quite curt with her sissy just saying the boyfriend had to cancel so she decided to get some work done.  Then when the wife got home she treated her sissy badly and was quite sarcastic when the sissy said she was worried about the wife.    At that point, I put a comment on her post calling the wife names and saying something to the effect she didn't really care about the sissy, she was just using her as someone to clean house and cook meals.  In other words she had a boyfriend on the side.  A husband who brought in an income working from home.  A husband she didn't have to worry about even giving mercy sex.  And finally a free maid who cleaned and cooked.  I think I also expressed something along the line of, as soon as the boyfriend cancelled, she should have called and let her sissy know about the cancellation instead of letting her sit there for three hours.  Why did I react that way though.  First of all, I really feel and I've heard from others a Domme has a duty to take care of the submissive both physically and emotionally.  Letting her sissy sit there for three hours wondering and worrying if the wife's car is sitting in a ditch somewhere and she's hurt is not taking care of her sissy wife's emotions.  And, despite the D/s relationship, they are still married and she owes it to her husband, sissy cuckold or not, to have the common courtesy to let her know they won't be there.  Why do I feel like that and why did I react badly to her not calling home?  It's because I've sat and waited for someone to get home along with being unable to reach her by phone.  Then to have someone call and say I'm needed at the emergency room at X hospital.  Fortunately it wasn't very serious, just a few cuts and bruises along with a concussion.  It seems she had the green and someone ran the red light hitting her.  This was a few years ago but it does still heavily color my thinking about a situation such as the one I've detailed between the two of them. 

So there you have it.  A perfect storm.  A bad experience in the past waiting on someone with no answer when I called her only to find out she was in a wreck.   Add in some personal feelings along with having one too many (a rare occasion) and reading that blog post on that particular evening.  It just combined to make me go nuclear in my response.  And for that, D and t, I humbly apologize.  It's your relationship and if all of what goes/went on was OK with the two of you, they I have no business commenting. 

Tuesday, September 9, 2014

I Am 90% Sexually Corrupt

I took a purity test online this morning and my results are at the bottom of the page.  Apparently I'm pretty corrupt sexually although a couple of questions just ask about arrests and convictions but don't link them to anything sexual.  Since I have never been arrested for anything sexual or non-sexual, that could lower my corrupt score as low as 8% depending on what questions replaced those two.  However, based on my Weirdness Factor, it appears a lot of people answered the questions the same as me.  The way that works is when you answer a question the same as the majority of the people who took the test, it is a negative toward your weirdness but an answer opposite is a plus.  When the results are added together they are then converted to a percentage.  So even though I'm only 10% pure by this test, I'm 46% weird compared to others who took this test.

I mentioned the arrest questions as raising my corrupt score.  Another question asked if I had picked up a strange member of the opposite sex for sexual purposes.  By strange I am taking that to mean someone you don't know.  Well, no I haven't.  The person I picked up was same sex.  That's the thing with the 100 question test compared to the 500 or 1000 question tests.  Those expand the questions.  Instead of just asking if you've had sex with a same sex partner, they would expand it to given oral, received oral or penetrated someone anally, been penetrated anally.   Generally your score will go up a little with multiple questions about the same thing.

There is a link to this same test in the first line of this blog.  So take the test and  let's see how corrupt (or pure) you are and add it as a comment to the blog.

Your ACL 100 Point Purity Test Results

You answered "yes" to 90 of 100 questions, making you 10.0% sexually pure (90.0% sexually corrupt); that is, you are 10.0% pure in the sex domain.
Your Weirdness Factor (AKA Uniqueness Factor) is 46%, based on a comparison of your test results with 1219397 other submissions for this test.
The average purity for this test is 55.3%.

Monday, August 18, 2014

An Anniversary...Of Sorts - No Sex For Six Years

I let the day sneak up on me but as near as I can figure, the last time I engaged in genital sex with my wife (or any woman) was six years ago last Friday.  I'm pretty sure of the date because of an injury right after that which required surgery (outpatient) but extensive and painful physical rehab.  Now since that time I received oral sex from my wife a total of six times by my count.  Of course as I've mentioned before, it's impossible now due to impotence and no, Viagra didn't work.  So based on the amount of time she's been gone tonight it's probably only been a few minutes (six maybe?) since my wife has had sex and six years for me.  I so love being an impotent cuckold.

She's Gone Again

I wrote yesterday that she was with one of her boyfriends, had been with him since early Saturday morning and finally got home yesterday around 3PM.  I think I mentioned also he is on vacation this week and wanted her to spend the entire week with him but she declined.  In lieu of the entire weekend, she did promise to spend at much time as she could with him so we had an early supper after which she left and I cleaned up the kitchen.  I know she's planning on Thursday evening with him and maybe some this weekend so she should be WELL taken care of in the sex department this week.

Sunday, August 17, 2014

She Has A Date Part II

She called last night at 6:00 right when I expected it.  She told me they were going out to dinner at a very nice restaurant on the other side of town.  She and I have eaten there and it is a nice atmosphere, good service, good food and best of all, some of the booths are almost private.  Not enough for any real intimate behavior but enough that lovers can kiss without putting on a PDA.  She told me they would be going back to his place where she would be spending the night and would probably be home in the early afternoon today.  I did find out it's one of her boyfriends and he's on vacation.  He wanted her to spend the entire week with him starting yesterday but she has some meetings and a doctors appointment this week. 

Saturday, August 16, 2014

She Has A Date

It’s 1:08 Saturday afternoon and my wife has been gone since 7:30 this morning.  I know she has a date today but she didn’t say whether it was someone new or one of her established boyfriends.  I do know she had a bag with her so I’m wondering if it’s a weekender.  I’ll get a call or, more likely, a text later to let me know.  Looks like it will be lunch, maybe dinner and breakfast tomorrow for one at the Sissy Cuckold household.   There was a time when I would be rock hard knowing she was with a man who would be fucking her.  Now I’m just limp in my panties like I always am 24/7/365.  Impotence is a wonderful thing for someone like me.