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Saturday, January 7, 2017

Panties Crusted With Cum



I saw this picture on Tumblr of a woman holding a pair of panties and I have a pair quite similar to them.  In fact, I was wearing them the night I lost my anal cherry when Al fucked my ass and shot a huge load of cum in me confirming me as a sissy faggot.  I put them back on that night and, when I woke up in the morning, cum had leaked out of me crusting in the panties.  I sealed those panties in a baggie and years later, Al's cum is still crusted in the crotch.  I occasionally look at them and think of that night, the feeling of Al's cock in my ass the first time, him thrusting into me, and finally the feeling of his hot cum boiling into my ass.  I've had a lot of cocks in my ass since, but girls always say you never forget your first and they are right.  Al was my first lover, the man who confirmed me as a queer sissy faggot and I'll never forget him.

Monday, January 2, 2017

Penile Implant






One of my wife's former lovers had a penile implant so he could get an erection.  It works by simply pumping liquid into tubes that are inserted into the area of the penis that normally fills with blood.  The reservoir is hidden in the body and the pump is in the scrotum shown in the illustration above.  By gently squeezing and releasing the pump, liquid is pumped into the tubes in the penis causing an erection.  When finished with the erection you simply squeeze and hold the pump letting the fluid drain out allowing the penis to become flaccid.

My wife said she absolutely loved kneeling, sucking his cock and pumping it up to an erection at the same time.  She also said a few times she sucked him while she pumped him up, held the pump to deflate, pump, deflate over and over.  She said the best part was when he would cum, it stayed hard.  She could blow him until he would cum and then he could immediately start fucking her.  Or he could fuck her, cum in her and keep fucking.  According to her, that was the best part.  They could just keep fucking and fucking and fucking until they both were exhausted before they allowed his cock to deflate.

I'm sure someone has thought, am I thinking about an implant like that so I can get an erection?  NO!!!!!  Why on earth would a castrated sissy cuckold like me want an erection?