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This is based on an approximate date of August 15, 2008 at 8PM as the last time I fucked my wife.

Saturday, July 21, 2012

An Interesting Story of Castration (Almost)

I read an interesting story on a erotic fiction website called Literotica.  I'm sure many are familiar with the website which has many categories of fiction including one called Loving Wives.  The thing about it is most of the wives in these stories are loving someone other than their husbands.  The particular story I read was called "See Ya."  It's the story of a willing, chastity caged cuckold who is suddenly asked by the police to come down to the station to view a video.  When he starts watching, his wife is is talking with some women friends at lunch in a restaurant and telling about her plans for castrating her husband.  She basically says she's going to give him a mickey and a surgical nurse friend is going to do the castration while wifey gets fucked doggie style by her lover so they can both watch.  I won't say any more about the story in case you want to read it but I have to say this one certainly got me going.  As I read, picturing myself tied down with legs spread and being castrated while being watched by my wife who was getting fucked by a real man's cock doggie style, I actually felt a little twitch between my legs.  There was an ever so slight growth toward an erection in what has been pretty much useless for quite a while.  Oh don't get me wrong, it wasn't anything close to actually getting hard enough to use, just a very, very slight firming replaced almost immediately by it's normal flaccid worthless state.  But it did get me to thinking.  As I've written before, I'm a wimp, cuckold, sissy faggot who has fluffed my wife's lovers, held their cocks and guided them into her, watched them show her what it's like to be fucked by a real man and sucked their cocks hard so they could go at her a second or even a third time.  I've sat in the corner and watched as man after man fucked her during gang bangs.  I've taken her lovers cocks up my ass so they could show me who was her man and who wasn't.  I've never been chastity caged like the cuck in the story although I have spent many weekends with what little cock I have tucked between my legs while covered with a tight panty, Sheer Energy hose and a very restrictive girdle and only out of that long enough to go to the bathroom.  So back to what I was thinking about.  I've done many things that make me much less than an man and much more of a sissy, faggot cuckold.  Would that be the ultimate act of a sissy cucky?  Sacrificing your balls for your wife's pleasure?  I wonder what I would do if presented that dilemma?  Would I let myself be castrated while she and her boyfriend fucked and watched.  Would I let it be photographed so it could be relived over and over?  Since I actually have a castration fetish and desire it, I have to say yes I would and hope that my wife has an out of this world orgasm as it's being done.  So how about you other cuckolds.  Would you give up your balls for your wife?  Would you want to know about it before hand or for it to be a surprise as the wife in the story planned.  Would you want to be awake watching your balls fall into a pan and watching your wife fucking or would you rather wake up to find them gone.  Personally, I think it would be better to have it filmed so I could watch it all but to have it as a surprise when it happened.  Wouldn't it be wonderful to know you've never been much of a man but to wake up and find you're not a man at all anymore?  How about you, what would you prefer?

Of course since I wrote this I have been castrated.  Unfortunately it was in a doctor's surgical room and my wife was in the waiting room, not watching while she was cumming on some boyfriends big cock.


  1. I am much like the faggot in this story. But, in my case it is my 2 Mistresses that are in charge of me. And, one of my Mistresses is my one and only girlfriend that I had ever had. The other Mistresses is my only sister. Now they are lesbian lovers. With that said, and being though I have dresses as a female since I was 7, full time. I let my 2 Mistresses harvest my testicles 6 years ago. I am happy being a sissy faggot for them, and I love it when they watch me being used by the many men that they invite over to our house for me to service. (

    1. The above annoymous is me. I had a purge sometime ago & I purged the whole lot. But, even though I have tried so many times before. I can't stop the fact that I have been living full time as a girl since i was 7 years old. Or the fact that my own step-mother & only sister sissified me after that. Now, I only have one more operation to go. But, I don't think my Mistresses will ever have it done to me as they love humilating me & showing everyone who comes over to our house the clear plastic square mounted on the wall with my testicles inside of it. Or showing everyone my now smaller & softer sissy clit.

  2. If any woman wants a man to destroy and turn into a castrated sissy please contact me. My life goal is to be castrated and to serve a woman for the rest of my life.

  3. yes one's fantasy-neutering would certainly consist of undergoing the procedure fully awake with a local anaesthetic to maximise the experience - as well as having it performed in the most fetishistic and sexualised manner possible - by a full domina style specialist feminisation doctor attended by a highly eroticised fetish nurse who would be tasked with performing a very clincical rubber-glowed and lubrictaed 2 minute wee-wee squirting just prior to the operation. The idea of having the dingle-dangles replaced by a silver ring embedded in a piercing from which two little silver bells are attached is also very exciting as one's Mistress would always know when Her sissy was coming mincing along to attend to Her when she imperiously summons it LOL !

  4. I get turned on by the idea of having my balls cut off, but since I'm a faggot, I want it done by a man who will use me fot his pleasure any way he wants. I get off on pain, humiliation and verbal abuse. I was once dressed like a cheap slut - the real me - and forced to suck off 4 men in public. Another turn on is men in uniform, my favorite are cops. I'm naked, on my knees, hands cuffed behind me, swinging on his big cock. He cums in my pussy mouth and washes it down with his hot piss.

  5. My young wife had me castrated ringed and my scrotum was tanned and cured and made into a coin pouch for her lover. I now enjoy the taste of her lovers semen and the humiliation of being there castrated Eunuch sex servant at our nudist resort farm. I was castrated like a farm animal by our farm hands and our foreman who is my wife's lover.

  6. I am a 70 year old eunuch, not by choice. I was 28 I think and was charged with assault and rape. I was innocent and acquitted. Shortly after my acquittal I was forcibly snatched off the street, blindfolded, sedated and taken to some kind of clinic. I remember waking up strapped to an examination table with my legs up in stirrups and spread widely apart. There were 4 women in the room all wearing medical garb. I was told that they believed I was guilty and since the court did not punish me they would. I remember the pain as they just sliced off my testicles and sewed me up. I screamed with pain and agony as they did not use anything to numb me. After a few hours I was blindfolded again and taken to a park where I was released. The police never did arrest anyone for this although I feel it was known who they were.
    After this I just carried on with my life or what was left of it.

  7. I've felt feminine; and been a crossdresser since as long as I can remember. My lovely wife knew of my crossdressing fetish and small dick before she married me. I guess I've always secretly felt like a sissy faggot,and my wife has looked the other way in accepting my feminine tendencies. I often wonder if she ever thinks I should have been castrated, or if she EVER had the thought or desire for me to loose my balls.