OK, not really but now that I have your attention. What I found was a
game online called Super Deep Throat. Basically what it amounts to is
you are controlling an avatar that is sucking a massive cock and your
goal is to make him cum which I did 23 times yesterday. An added bonus
is that you can design your avatar in a number of way from large
breasted to flat chested. You can pick the colors of makeup, put
yourself in bondage while you suck his dick (and pick the color of the
bondage equipment). Of course the main object of the game is to make
him cum and you'll know it when it does. Let him cum in your mouth and
hold it for a few seconds and you'll swallow, pull your head back and he
spunks your face, let him cum in your mouth then pull back and cum will
run out over your lips and down on your tits although I keep mine flat
chested and short hair to look more like a sissy faggot. Oh did I
mention my avatar has a pierced tongue with a ring in it and made him
cum 23 times yesterday. So cum on all you sissies, use the link below
and start sucking some cock!
https://7chan.org/fl/src/SuperDeepthroat1_9_1b.swf
Sissie
Random thoughts from a cuckold, wimp, castrated sissy faggot regarding my wife's close to 500 lovers, my lovers, a few who have had us both and any other thing that happens to cross my very fucked up mind.
Saturday, December 15, 2012
Wednesday, December 12, 2012
Please Follow Me On Tumblr
I created a tumblr account and would love to have more followers there. If you have a tumblr account please follow me at sissiefaggot.tumblr.com/. I have a large number of cartoons and sissy faggot pictures I'll be posting.
Friday, December 7, 2012
Do You Remember Your First Orgasm - Part 2
In my post about my first orgasm, I mentioned that my mom had started wearing a little more makeup than she normally did and at the end of the post, I said I thought she was fucking the guy next door. I wanted to clear that up so that no one is thinking that I am being critical of her. I hope she was fucking him as often as she could possibly wrap her legs around him. You see, my father was a complete asshole, a drunk, a cheater and on a few occasions an abuser and my mother deserved better but she stayed with him, I'm sure, just for us kids. So I hope she was getting fucked a lot and I hope it was our next door neighbor. In a way, it would have made she and I closer. I wore her clothes quite a lot and that made me feel close to her but remember in my post about my first cock I wrote about regularly sucking my neighbor's cock. It would be nice if she had the father and I had the son. I kind of like to think that maybe just once, we were giving them blowjobs at the same time. That maybe we went to bed one night and both of us had their cum in us. Plus I hope she was getting it close to home and that she was giving my father sloppy seconds and maybe, if he ever ate her pussy, a cream pie. I'm a sissy, a faggot, a cuckold. I have no problem sucking a dick and swallowing cum so eating a cream pie after some real man had cum in my wife's pussy is no big deal. I also love sloppy seconds or thirds or tenths. When she still let me fuck her, I adored being the last after she had been gangbanged. Just sliding my little cock into her when she was loose and had a river of cum running out of her would have me close to cumming. BUT my father was different. The thought of any of that would have made him feel less of a man and the thought of a cream pie would probably have made him sick at his stomach for a week. So whoever was fucking her, I hope she gave my father what he deserved. Freshly used pussy!
Thursday, December 6, 2012
Jealousy
I was reading a story the other day about a husband who was very jealous of his wife and it got me to thinking. Have I ever been jealous about my wife? As I thought back over all the times I knew she was in bed with her legs wrapped around a real man capable of pleasing her, I remembered a few times when she first started fucking men when I was jealous.
One time that stood out in my mind was the night she drove almost one hundred miles to spend the weekend with Roy, he of the long lasting 8" dick. This is opposed to me, the short dick with the 1-3 minute fuse. Anyway, not long after they began fucking on a regular basis, Roy wanted her to come spend the weekend with him out of town. This was when I was working almost 400 miles away and, as it happened, also working midnight shift. So when I was eating dinner on Friday evening, I knew she would be just about getting to where she was meeting Roy. When I was watching a little television before getting ready to head for work, she was either sucking Roy's dick or fucking him. When I was taking a shower before heading for work, she and Roy were in the shower also. When I got to work, she was in bed with him, his arm around her, her hand holding his dick. All night at work, all I could think about was the two of them sleeping together and her with Roy's cum in her stomach or her pussy, maybe both. Saturday morning when I was going to sleep, I was pretty sure they would be just waking up to a nice slow morning fuck. Was I jealous? Yes, no doubt about it but I was turned on too. The entire night I couldn't decide if I wanted to throw up from jealousy or masturbate from being excited that she was fucking someone else. Since I had watched Roy fuck her, the image was quite vivid in my head. I knew exactly what her face looked like every time she would orgasm from his big dick. I knew what it looked like when he would pour a river of cum in her pussy. And most of all, I knew how he talked to her about how tight her pussy was (pretty much telling her she needed something to fill her like him, not a small dicked little wimp like me.
Another time I remember she was going to drive up to where I was working and stay with me since I couldn't get home that weekend. On Thursday before she left, she was chatting by e-mail with one of her out of town lovers and found out he was on a business trip and would be staying about 30 miles from where I was both Friday and Saturday nights. Driving up to see me she would be driving right past his hotel. Of course she decided, since they hadn't seen each other in a couple of months, she would spend Friday night with him. By this time she had spent the night in so many beds I was kind of used to it and I didn't object too much since I would be working (again midnight shift) Friday night. Plus she wouldn't get there until after I went to work anyway. Little did I know. After their morning wake up, they decided to go to breakfast with her following him and then she would leave to travel the rest of the way to meet me. Well, on the way to breakfast, someone cut in front of him and slammed on brakes causing him to hit the other car and really mess up his rental car. He wasn't hurt but he didn't have transportation. Well my wife decided he needed someone to make sure he was ok and then get him to the airport Sunday morning for his flight. So what it amounted to was that, after dropping him off at the airport, my wife got to where I was staying Sunday just about in time to start back home. I said something to her about spending the night (Saturday night) in a hotel room with a man and no sex. She just laughed and said just because he was a little sore from the wreck didn't mean no sex. That he didn't have to do anything if she gave him a blowjob or rode him cowgirl. That did make me jealous since we still had sex occasionally back then and he lover got to fuck her both nights while I got rosy palm that weekend.
I think the thing that made me most jealous though also involved Roy. Since we were first married, she had never been one to swallow on the rare time I got a blowjob. And even my small cock would make her gag. Well, after fucking and sucking Roy for a couple of months, she got over that gag reflex pretty quick. One night when she was late getting home (she had stopped at Roy's for an hour or so), she decided I needed a little mercy sex. She was quite well fucked by Roy so what I got a blowjob. Now don't get me wrong. Most blowjobs are good but men rave over the way she sucks cock. That night however, as I warned her I was getting ready to cum which was her cue to grab a washcloth or her panties or my panties for me to cum in, she just increased her efforts and swallowed what little cum I produce. When I finally came back down from that blowjob, I asked her what brought that on. My wife came back with, "I've been swallowing Roy's cum so I might as well swallow yours too." Talk about stinging!
But what's funny about the entire thing is that when she first started fucking men, I was a a little jealous until I got used to being a cuckold. Now I really like the fact that I'm a cuckold and proud of the fact that over 200 men have fucked my wife. You know what though? I'm still jealous but now I'm jealous of the fact that she's got a man fucking her and I don't. I'm jealous that she's sucking a cock and I'm not. Isn't that a kick in the panties!
One time that stood out in my mind was the night she drove almost one hundred miles to spend the weekend with Roy, he of the long lasting 8" dick. This is opposed to me, the short dick with the 1-3 minute fuse. Anyway, not long after they began fucking on a regular basis, Roy wanted her to come spend the weekend with him out of town. This was when I was working almost 400 miles away and, as it happened, also working midnight shift. So when I was eating dinner on Friday evening, I knew she would be just about getting to where she was meeting Roy. When I was watching a little television before getting ready to head for work, she was either sucking Roy's dick or fucking him. When I was taking a shower before heading for work, she and Roy were in the shower also. When I got to work, she was in bed with him, his arm around her, her hand holding his dick. All night at work, all I could think about was the two of them sleeping together and her with Roy's cum in her stomach or her pussy, maybe both. Saturday morning when I was going to sleep, I was pretty sure they would be just waking up to a nice slow morning fuck. Was I jealous? Yes, no doubt about it but I was turned on too. The entire night I couldn't decide if I wanted to throw up from jealousy or masturbate from being excited that she was fucking someone else. Since I had watched Roy fuck her, the image was quite vivid in my head. I knew exactly what her face looked like every time she would orgasm from his big dick. I knew what it looked like when he would pour a river of cum in her pussy. And most of all, I knew how he talked to her about how tight her pussy was (pretty much telling her she needed something to fill her like him, not a small dicked little wimp like me.
Another time I remember she was going to drive up to where I was working and stay with me since I couldn't get home that weekend. On Thursday before she left, she was chatting by e-mail with one of her out of town lovers and found out he was on a business trip and would be staying about 30 miles from where I was both Friday and Saturday nights. Driving up to see me she would be driving right past his hotel. Of course she decided, since they hadn't seen each other in a couple of months, she would spend Friday night with him. By this time she had spent the night in so many beds I was kind of used to it and I didn't object too much since I would be working (again midnight shift) Friday night. Plus she wouldn't get there until after I went to work anyway. Little did I know. After their morning wake up, they decided to go to breakfast with her following him and then she would leave to travel the rest of the way to meet me. Well, on the way to breakfast, someone cut in front of him and slammed on brakes causing him to hit the other car and really mess up his rental car. He wasn't hurt but he didn't have transportation. Well my wife decided he needed someone to make sure he was ok and then get him to the airport Sunday morning for his flight. So what it amounted to was that, after dropping him off at the airport, my wife got to where I was staying Sunday just about in time to start back home. I said something to her about spending the night (Saturday night) in a hotel room with a man and no sex. She just laughed and said just because he was a little sore from the wreck didn't mean no sex. That he didn't have to do anything if she gave him a blowjob or rode him cowgirl. That did make me jealous since we still had sex occasionally back then and he lover got to fuck her both nights while I got rosy palm that weekend.
I think the thing that made me most jealous though also involved Roy. Since we were first married, she had never been one to swallow on the rare time I got a blowjob. And even my small cock would make her gag. Well, after fucking and sucking Roy for a couple of months, she got over that gag reflex pretty quick. One night when she was late getting home (she had stopped at Roy's for an hour or so), she decided I needed a little mercy sex. She was quite well fucked by Roy so what I got a blowjob. Now don't get me wrong. Most blowjobs are good but men rave over the way she sucks cock. That night however, as I warned her I was getting ready to cum which was her cue to grab a washcloth or her panties or my panties for me to cum in, she just increased her efforts and swallowed what little cum I produce. When I finally came back down from that blowjob, I asked her what brought that on. My wife came back with, "I've been swallowing Roy's cum so I might as well swallow yours too." Talk about stinging!
But what's funny about the entire thing is that when she first started fucking men, I was a a little jealous until I got used to being a cuckold. Now I really like the fact that I'm a cuckold and proud of the fact that over 200 men have fucked my wife. You know what though? I'm still jealous but now I'm jealous of the fact that she's got a man fucking her and I don't. I'm jealous that she's sucking a cock and I'm not. Isn't that a kick in the panties!
Tuesday, October 9, 2012
And now for something completely different
I know that all of my posts have been about what a sissy wimp cuckold I am. And yes, I haven't had sex with anyone in going on 4 1/2 years despite the fact that my wife has remained quite well fucked during that same time. But once up on a time, I was a teenager and my hormones were raging. Granted, as I wrote in another post, I was spending a lot of time with a dick in my mouth but that doesn't mean that I didn't have thoughts of girls when I masturbated. You pump that much testosterone into anyone, even a cocksucking sissy like me, and they are going to be interested in getting some pussy. Now where am I going with this? Well, there is a web site that has a LOT of amateur women who post nude, nearly nude and/or hard core sex pics of themselves for a subscription fee. However, they all give samples of their last three photo shoots for free trying to draw members in. Now there is one woman on there who is in her mid to late 50's, looks 40's and according to her info has 3 children and 6 grandchildren. She doesn't specify what sex her grandchildren are but let's assume that one of them is a teen or soon to be teen boy. Now, grandma is 4'11", 109 pounds and has a 36D-24-36 figure (yes she's had a boob job). She has a belly button piercing and I would expect unknown to grandkids a piercing further down. OK, so now imagine you are a 13 year old boy and your grandmother is HOT. This HOT!
Now you tell me that as a hormone raging teen, you're going to be hanging around grandma's house a LOT of the time. Personally, remembering the fact that I would masturbate sometimes as much as 4 or 5 times a day, if it was me, I would be fantasizing about getting grandma into a compromising position when grandpa wasn't home. Hell, with today's kids and the access they have to things like ecstasy grandma would be pretty easy pickings.
Now you tell me that as a hormone raging teen, you're going to be hanging around grandma's house a LOT of the time. Personally, remembering the fact that I would masturbate sometimes as much as 4 or 5 times a day, if it was me, I would be fantasizing about getting grandma into a compromising position when grandpa wasn't home. Hell, with today's kids and the access they have to things like ecstasy grandma would be pretty easy pickings.
Saturday, July 21, 2012
An Interesting Story of Castration (Almost)
I read an interesting story on a erotic fiction website called Literotica. I'm sure many are familiar with the website which has many categories of fiction including one called Loving Wives. The thing about it is most of the wives in these stories are loving someone other than their husbands. The particular story I read was called "See Ya." It's the story of a willing, chastity caged cuckold who is suddenly asked by the police to come down to the station to view a video. When he starts watching, his wife is is talking with some women friends at lunch in a restaurant and telling about her plans for castrating her husband. She basically says she's going to give him a mickey and a surgical nurse friend is going to do the castration while wifey gets fucked doggie style by her lover so they can both watch. I won't say any more about the story in case you want to read it but I have to say this one certainly got me going. As I read, picturing myself tied down with legs spread and being castrated while being watched by my wife who was getting fucked by a real man's cock doggie style, I actually felt a little twitch between my legs. There was an ever so slight growth toward an erection in what has been pretty much useless for quite a while. Oh don't get me wrong, it wasn't anything close to actually getting hard enough to use, just a very, very slight firming replaced almost immediately by it's normal flaccid worthless state. But it did get me to thinking. As I've written before, I'm a wimp, cuckold, sissy faggot who has fluffed my wife's lovers, held their cocks and guided them into her, watched them show her what it's like to be fucked by a real man and sucked their cocks hard so they could go at her a second or even a third time. I've sat in the corner and watched as man after man fucked her during gang bangs. I've taken her lovers cocks up my ass so they could show me who was her man and who wasn't. I've never been chastity caged like the cuck in the story although I have spent many weekends with what little cock I have tucked between my legs while covered with a tight panty, Sheer Energy hose and a very restrictive girdle and only out of that long enough to go to the bathroom. So back to what I was thinking about. I've done many things that make me much less than an man and much more of a sissy, faggot cuckold. Would that be the ultimate act of a sissy cucky? Sacrificing your balls for your wife's pleasure? I wonder what I would do if presented that dilemma? Would I let myself be castrated while she and her boyfriend fucked and watched. Would I let it be photographed so it could be relived over and over? Since I actually have a castration fetish and desire it, I have to say yes I would and hope that my wife has an out of this world orgasm as it's being done. So how about you other cuckolds. Would you give up your balls for your wife? Would you want to know about it before hand or for it to be a surprise as the wife in the story planned. Would you want to be awake watching your balls fall into a pan and watching your wife fucking or would you rather wake up to find them gone. Personally, I think it would be better to have it filmed so I could watch it all but to have it as a surprise when it happened. Wouldn't it be wonderful to know you've never been much of a man but to wake up and find you're not a man at all anymore? How about you, what would you prefer?
Of course since I wrote this I have been castrated. Unfortunately it was in a doctor's surgical room and my wife was in the waiting room, not watching while she was cumming on some boyfriends big cock.
Of course since I wrote this I have been castrated. Unfortunately it was in a doctor's surgical room and my wife was in the waiting room, not watching while she was cumming on some boyfriends big cock.
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